第304章 一劳永逸，才是真的结束

　　慕泽煜回到病房，没有急着进去，站在门口看着里面淡淡的暖黄灯光。

　　女人睡颜恬淡的躺在病床上，身上穿着医院的病服，脸上干干净净的就像是纯真的少女，海藻长发凌乱的铺在枕头上，隐隐露出一小截莹白如玉的脖颈，完美优雅。

　　所谓美人如玉，也不过如此。

　　慕泽煜望着她恬静的脸，目光柔和，就连呼吸都可以放轻了些，深怕惊醒了她。

　　心里那些浮浮沉沉翻滚不休的情绪，看着她此刻美好的睡颜，竟然奇异的慢慢平复了下去。

　　大概是病房的温度调的有些低，她微微蜷缩着身体，眉心不舒服的蹙了了起来。

　　慕泽煜将温度调高了些，动作轻到了极致，将她拥入了怀中。

　　她的身上是淡淡的香味还有药物混合的味道，独特而又带着迷.人的气息，忍不住在她白皙光洁的额头亲了下。

　　光是这样拥着她，看着她的脸，闻着她身上好闻的味道，就让他不由得想起“岁月静好，人间值得”这几个字。

　　大约这是每个人心中渴望而又渴求的吧，不管是上了一天的班还是因为什么疲惫不堪，夜深人静万籁俱寂的时候，就会特别渴望想要得到温暖，那种最初的美好是内心深处最纯的渴望。

　　顾明烟迷迷糊糊的感觉到了温暖，下意识的朝热源的方向靠近，嘴里含糊不清的嘟囔了句什么。

　　慕泽煜没有听清楚她说了什么，但看着女人无意识全然信任依赖的举动，原本冷硬的心也柔.软的像是一汪春水。

　　然而，脑海里不期然的就想到了纪如璟的话。

　　有些人就是这样，即使做了罪恶至极的事情已然风光无限，可有些人却要背负着沉重的负担，即使为了正义做出了巨大的牺牲，最终也不过是一抔黄土，一块墓碑，世人再多的景仰又有何用。

　　哪有什么岁月静好现世安稳，只不过是有人替你在负重前行而已。

　　但对于挚亲挚爱的人来说，死了的人忘记一切，而活着的人却要永远铭记，是何其的残忍。

　　不管是纪如璟，还是曾经一起并肩作战的战友，很多事情历经了时光与岁月的洗礼，早已经成了镌刻在心头的伤疤，看不见摸不着，但一碰就疼得不行。

　　他们曾经是最好的朋友，最亲密的搭档，后来即便成了敌人，那也是最了解彼此的人。

　　慕泽煜有些恍惚的想，如果当初他知道那个任务，跟纪如璟一同接受任务，是不是今天的牌就要重新洗了？

　　很多事情一旦成了一个结，那注定成了死结，很难再打开，他自己也走不出去。

　　倒不是仅凭纪如璟的一面之词就相信了他，很多事情他隐隐约约的也察觉到了一些，再加上纪曼如在他的手里，纪如璟为了纪曼如也是不可能撒谎骗他的。

　　慕泽煜心里突然有些难受，他深知道特战部队每次执行的任务都是艰难且危险的，而纪如璟在那个时候成了卧底，没有战友，还要背负着叛徒的名声，无法想象那些岁月他是怎么煎熬过来的。

　　他也终于明白了，为什么纪如璟虽然是卧底却对他有那么大的敌意，除了私生子的缘故，最重要的就是因为卧底的事情吧。

　　曾经，他亲眼在戒毒所目睹被注射毒品的同伴，素有钢铁般意志的高大男人，那一刻痛哭流涕的跟个孩子似的，苦苦哀求身边的人给他一点毒品，哪怕只是一口也好。

　　纪如璟在那样的地方呆了三年，被注射过各种毒品，他要是不跟着吸毒的话，身份随时都会暴露，一个染上了毒品的人，戒毒是何其的困难。

　　往事就像是黑白电影，总会在最恰当的时候出现。

　　在特战部队那些年，他们作为最亲密的战友跟朋友，好的几乎可以同穿一条裤子。如果不是后来那些事，他跟纪如璟也不会成为如今这样的局面。

　　  慕泽煜俯首吻上女人的唇，贴上那属于她的温暖，也同样的温暖着他的温暖。

　　几乎在男人刚亲.吻过来的时候，顾明烟就醒来了，只是思维还有些混乱，被他亲了好一会儿才嗓音模糊道：“慕泽煜，你干什么呀，还让不让人睡觉了？”

　　平时他不会这么孟浪狂热，更不说她现在浑身的伤了，再猴急也不会在病房里对她做什么的。

　　慕泽煜将她紧紧的搂在怀中，似乎忘记了她后背的鞭伤，力道之大让顾明烟眉心紧紧蹙了起来，察觉到男人身体的紧绷，忍着疼没有出声。

　　慕泽煜就这样抱着她过了好几分钟，才将力道松开了几分，“抱歉，是不是弄疼你了？”

　　“没有，  是不是发生什么事情了？”

　　慕泽煜的呼吸一下子沉了好几度，低低沉沉道：“我去见了纪如璟，他告诉了我一些事情。”

　　“那些事情是你从未想过的，你没有办法接受的，对吗？”顾明烟清清淡淡的声音带着笑意，“你是相信纪如璟的话了？”

　　慕泽煜英俊的五官上是复杂的表情，语气平淡的开口，“他没有骗我的必要，也没有理由。”

　　顾明烟挑眉，静等着男人的下文。

　　慕泽煜亲了亲她的眉眼，才嗓音低低的将纪如璟说的那些话对她讲了一遍，“明烟，我现在脑子里很乱，不知道该如何是好。”                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

　　顾明烟将脸在男人的胸膛蹭了蹭，温温淡淡道：“过去的事情就让它过去吧，就算你再如何后悔也改变不了是。与其沉浸在过往，不如想一想接下来的事情，纪如璟的身份一旦曝光的话，那些人肯定不会放过他，所以要在他身份没有曝光前将事情给完结了。”

　　提起隐藏最深的那个人，慕泽煜心头有些沉重。

　　纪如璟说当年卧底虽然一举踹到了毒匪的老巢，但那个组织纪律严明，有事情也是一层一层的网上汇报，大鱼小虾几乎是一锅端了，但最高层的大boss一直没有露面，所以他只能继续以卧底的身份生活。

　　慕泽煜对当初的事情一无所知，对毒贩口中的大boss更是毫无头绪，他头一次有无从下手的无力感，心中的疲惫也一波一波的涌了上来。

　　不管是为了纪如璟，还是为了别的，他都要将背后那个人揪出来，唯有这样才是一劳永逸的方法，才是真正的结束。

　　　


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